mirror

longing of a sort that will not be heard or felt by the unknown mind of self tortured souls.

Calling to belong in a place of unbelongs.

with a sense of shared blessings

with a sense of shared curses

with a sense of soothing nurses

compelling   be not hear but far away....

Lasting of a headache that will not ever go away or come again before being reassured. . . .

free renotherness

germmania: the going crazy over germs. Or a mania of the meeting of a tortured disease freak. 

Interactive sub conscience coincides with overactive impulsive behavior of a disordered inordinate fashion. 

Going forever away to a place that can't be found with out a finding glass

will you

will yo

will y

will you 

stay

sta

st

s

stay.

song

Another life once lived

Without anything to give

crushed by the sound of the ocean 

you came back with your lies

and none of my sad cries

not even my favorite lotion

The saddest recollections of my hysteria

always end in you screaming

the happiest recollections of my hysteria

always end in you laughing

at me

at me

at me

Forgive what I can

Forget what I can't 

stumble over your dead body hes

a man that you spend

more time than rent

there is no limit to what I see

The saddest recollections of my hysteria

always end in you screaming

the happiest recollections of my hysteria

always end in you laughing 

at me 

you tease

could be

I was wrong

who knows

this song

who cares

your face

I'm scared

save grace

to use on me

The saddest recollections of your hysteria

always end in me screaming

the saddest recollections of your hysteria

always end in me

call deadly forgiving gender repent self call beautiful

Call it what you will

A so called dystrophic dialysis of the soul is deadly

forgive what you will

your gender genitive giving will wreck my game

Repent for what you will

sieze the self satisfying search to the point of 

Call it what you will

Your so beautiful it makes me want to be better...