Calm

Really?
She said as he looked her in the Eye

I have never felt so alone
He said while the dog wagged its tail in a deliberate manner.

Forgive my rotten intentions
Dog said as it walked across the carpet with its muddy feet.

STOP APOLIGIZING
said the carpet as all the people went past

SHUT UP
said the fireplace to the carpet.

everyone stay calm
Said I

Can't

Reading quiets the once qualm thoughts in my turbulent mind
Shattered my feelings of life as an unstable but unneccessarryy chaotic joy ride
If reading can stabilize as thus
Can't you...

mirror

longing of a sort that will not be heard or felt by the unknown mind of self tortured souls.

Calling to belong in a place of unbelongs.

with a sense of shared blessings

with a sense of shared curses

with a sense of soothing nurses

compelling   be not hear but far away....

Lasting of a headache that will not ever go away or come again before being reassured. . . .

free renotherness

germmania: the going crazy over germs. Or a mania of the meeting of a tortured disease freak. 

Interactive sub conscience coincides with overactive impulsive behavior of a disordered inordinate fashion. 

Going forever away to a place that can't be found with out a finding glass

will you

will yo

will y

will you 

stay

sta

st

s

stay.

song

Another life once lived

Without anything to give

crushed by the sound of the ocean 

you came back with your lies

and none of my sad cries

not even my favorite lotion

The saddest recollections of my hysteria

always end in you screaming

the happiest recollections of my hysteria

always end in you laughing

at me

at me

at me

Forgive what I can

Forget what I can't 

stumble over your dead body hes

a man that you spend

more time than rent

there is no limit to what I see

The saddest recollections of my hysteria

always end in you screaming

the happiest recollections of my hysteria

always end in you laughing 

at me 

you tease

could be

I was wrong

who knows

this song

who cares

your face

I'm scared

save grace

to use on me

The saddest recollections of your hysteria

always end in me screaming

the saddest recollections of your hysteria

always end in me

call deadly forgiving gender repent self call beautiful

Call it what you will

A so called dystrophic dialysis of the soul is deadly

forgive what you will

your gender genitive giving will wreck my game

Repent for what you will

sieze the self satisfying search to the point of 

Call it what you will

Your so beautiful it makes me want to be better...

jistant

dystopic futures without a sound of pain creeping in in the most un conspicous ways 

flee

flee

flee

flee from this place that will be yours before t\you can move and if

don't

run

stay

Un

If it weren't for your (dis)pleasure I would have stopped

being me a long (un)fortunate time ago.

A (un)timely death would have saved me

A (un)graceful dive would have killed me

Forsake the past (dis)dains that haunt you into

a (un)holy living filled with forevers filled with nothings

A (un)fit warrior does not win

a (dis)junct sentence will never the meaning you lost 

lost

(Un)lost

fr(i)e(a)k(nd)

Fr(i)e(a)k(nd)

(U)nkind

D(is)pleasure

dis(d)ain

y(o)ur

(nothing)

noth(i)n(g)

R(e)sults

In 

S(t)rife

(nothing)

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this that those

this that those

whatever you chose

you never lose

all overdue

hip hap hoes

what you don't know

escape your life

free from strife

gip ....

don't gip

The day the earth got up and went

20 minutes until I'm ready to blow

6 bags and a pitcher for show

Justin' for fun

what's this world cum

we've upped and stopped

abandoned our crops

gettin' crazy

gettin' lazy

let's up and go for a try

keepin' it real is a prob

when everyone's a snob

pride is a virtue 

rollin' with yo crew

break it down to build it up

could just get tired of being stuck up

gettin' crazy

gettin' lazy

let's up and go for a try

The day the earth got up and went

just when everything was spent

was the day everyone started trying

maybe people would stop their crying

if they only would stop their lying

break down

caught with your own mistruth

take your word you say it's forsooth

well I know you're sooth

yeah smooth as silk but that won't stop me

no one can stop me

from doin' and groovin' and gettin' this body movin'

gettin' crazy

gettin' hazy

with all the movin'

let's keep goin'

keep seedin' what's sown

sown what seeds

we like to grow

for our childrens

Let's up and grow for a try

The day the earth got up and went

just when everything was spent

was the day everyone started trying

maybe people would stop their crying

if they would only stop their lying

forgive(ness)

Who threw this grenade

what is that wringing

in my hands were made

to suffer to sin(g)

I made my hands

the devil informed me

I made my lands

the world deformed me

Who threw this party

invited them all

the murd's of marti's

Why am I here all

the time slips through my fingers

God keep from falling through the slivers

Recall

Wake

read

act

now

take my

thoughts of 

an   ger

Ser ri

ous ly

will you stop

bic cker ring

will you stop

shou ow ting

anyone with half

a brain in their

head knows they should

run and cry out

loud theirselves and 

call their friends and

tell their friends to 

run and cry out

will you stop

bic cker ring

will you stop

shou ow ting

take my

thoughts of 

an   ger

Ser ri

ous ly

Wake

read

act

now

spam

meat of all sorts

put into one

worst of all sports

for internet

Spam good to eat

Spam bad to read

can it for me

put in the trash

put it on shelf

can it for hash

Spam good for trash

Spam bad for health

If eaten in large quantities

There are always large quantities

Babu

This goes out to unworthyman

No greater son have I

Than my Babu

No greater prayer have I

Than for you

Fight, evil within you

disgrace only comes with

in a feckless pursuit

of pleasurable vice

No greater son have I

Than my Babu

No greater prayer have I

Than for you

Run, without pressures from

past encounters all went

without a thought in mind

Where else should a thought be

No greater son have I

Than my Babu

No greater prayer have I

Than for you

Desire, honestly what?

is honesty more than a word

please please please please please please

Say one word, make it true

No greater son have I 

Than my Babu 

No greater prayer have I

Than for you

Babu

Appeal to

repenteth true

stay stay stay in school

Giant timber bamboo

new caledonian yew

Comments

This blog is for the express purpose of a place for my random thoughts released by a word or name. Enjoy.

Jennifer

Take a vacation

to another relation

ship me broad

up) Forget about 

everything books relate

elat(Ion never keeps 

release the memory

of my synenergy

Juniper, ahh be capable of being

effable fall tonight in a

never ending jump into

nothing ever came without

indigo moons and soft whispers

forever without love is for

ever lost

release me

Jennifer